high highs, low lows
Now that it is the second day of July I think it is an appropriate time for a little midsummer reflection. Lately, I have been feeling incandescently happy and free with a world of possibilities opening up ahead of me, but these moments are typically tempered by real, scary feelings of failure, loneliness, and apathy. When I look back at my life the most meaningful seasons are neither purely good or purely bad, but this odd fusion of the two.
Honestly, I want to just live in the season I have right now and give up wishing for more. Contentment and trust right now and a little time is really what I need. Maybe, just maybe, the world will continue to open up before me with promise and the moments of feeling my life has fallen in pieces around me will subside a little more each day.
